celebrity apprentice winner: February 2011

I'm a learner!

A winner is not always a champion. Winner is winner, loser is learner.
Yess, I'm a learner!
- Dresiani Mareti -

Hahaha hebat ya gue bisa bikin quote kayak gitu?
Menghibur diri aja sih sebenernya, karena gue bukan seorang juara. Hhahaa!

Pekan olahraga antar fakultas itu?
Hasilnya, di nomor tunggal gue memang menang. Dan gue yakin kita semua berimbang, gue yakin banget! Tapi ternyata dari 7 peserta, menang 4 kali dan kalah 2 kali aja gak cukup. Tetep ujung-ujungnya poin lah yg dinilai, dan poin gue kalah dikit aja loh. Astaga!
Begitu juga di nomor ganda campuran, gue yg tadinya udah optimis bisa dapet seenggaknya juara 3, ternyata harus lebih berlapang dada juga nerima kekalahan. Padahal, udah leading 5-1 loh FKG! Ehh tau-taunya dikejer jadi 6-8 untuk FMIPA. Huh!

Sakit hati?
Asli, sakit hati banget! Tapi gue gak menyalahkan siapa2 kok. Gue gak menyalahkan diri sendiri, gue gak menyalahkan partner gue, bahkan gue gak menyalahkan mental gue, seperti yg pernah gue ramalkan sebelumnya,

Kalaupun gue gagal di pertandingan ini, berarti gue tau apa yg harus gue benahin, MENTAL!

Kenyataannya, ramalan gue salah. Emang ada benernya dikit, gagalnya sih bener. :) Tapi, gue gak menyalahkan mental gue kok. Kali ini, ada kemajuan. Agaknya mental gue jadi lebih terlatih, semakin kuat dan gue pengen jadi lebih kuat lagi!

Yang gue sesalkan adalah KEBERUNTUNGAN. Yah itu!
Gue mungkin lagi gak beruntung aja.
Well, emang kayaknya post ini penuh keluhan, dan kesannya gue jadi gak nerima kekalahan. Hmmph, gimana ya ngejelasinnya? Gini, gimana lo gak sakit hati kalo lo udah berjuang untuk menang, dan elo memang berhasil menang tapi gak juara? Bahkan udah gue bela-belain untuk tanding tenis-kuliah-tanding tenis lg supaya gue gak di WO (walk out). Sedangkan banyak orang-orang laen yg juara padahal mereka gak berjuang, tapi menang karena lawannya WO. Nah itulah yg gue rasain! Mending gak usah maen aja gue nya! Toh orang-orang gak tau gimana perjuangan gue, mereka cuma ngeliat hasil akhir yaitu kekalahan gue!
Terus juga, gimana gak sakit hati kalo lo udah leading, dan udah diprediksikan orang-orang bakal menang. Tapi kenyataannya kekejer skornya, dan lo gak jadi menang alias kalah? Huahhh, udah ah capek gue ngebahas nya! Intinya, gara-gara gak beruntung itu!

Satu hal yg gue yakini, bahwa semua perjuangan itu gak mungkin sia-sia. Well, gue memang bukan juara. Tapi seenggaknya gue tetep terhormat!

Terakhir, gue mau say thanks aja buat orang-orang yg udah ngedukung.
Bapak PD3, panitia pertandingan yg sebenernya mendukung gue. Hhahaa, maap gue mengecewakan! Partner gue (Bg Wanda), temen-temen dan senior yg sempet nonton di lapangan buat ngedukung (Yolanda & Abbe, Yohannes, Bg Rasyid, Bg Arga, Bg Putra, Bg Taufik, Bg Hardi, dll.), lawan maen gue, and all dentistrians 2010 (Evi, Mega, Valent, Henny, Indah, Kardo, Ridho).
Meskipun kayaknya sepele, tapi dukungan kalian bener2 berarti banget buat perkembangan mental gue. Thanks to you!
Berlatih lebih banyak, merupakan jawaban!

PS: I'm sorry for all dentistrians, I can't bring the medallion. But our men double got it, guys! At least, we have 1 medallion from tennis :)

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Fashion is art, no rules!

"Fashion is no rules!"
- Diana Caitilin -

It feels so sucks if I dressed up in the morning before go to campus, but I don't receive the good response from anyone else. Even they thought that I'm weird in my outfit! Huhh!

I was tired of hearing all those complaints about me. They always and always comment on me. Some people who know-it-on the style give me more advice, bla bla and bla... Boy friends are laughing when they looked at me. Hey, what do you know about it?

I don't know what they like. Sometimes when I choose 'the gembel' style, then they like it. Hhahaa, yes! They like 'the gembel' style. It's something like blue jeans, neat shirt or t-shirt. Whereas in fact, I like my girlie style, when I wear skirt and the colourful socks. Hmmph, not really girlie, sometimes I like in tomboy style too.
Guys, don't judge me by the outfit that I wear, because it's my mood's work. My real personality is not necessarily the same as that.

One thing that you need to know about fashion is fashion is art.
We can do anything in fashion and make it as creative as possible. Well, no matter it's weird or not. Because the most important thing is how you make your style different from the others, how to make it unique on your way. Don't care about other people's opinions. They don't know anything!

--->>> The last, you don't have to humble a person's sense of fashion. Try to respect what they wear, and don't be fussy and pretentious advise.

Life is Amazing!

Attended the charity seminar yesterday, at Grand Aston City Hall.
Topic: LIFE IS AMAZING
("RAISING THE GIANTS AT HOME" and "RAISING YOUR WEALTH MINDSET")
with speakers Mr. Steve Sudjatmiko and Mr. Tommy Siawira.
This event is organized by DPD PATRIA Sumut (PATRIA is a theravada buddhist youth organization. If you want to know more about PATRIA, you can check at www.patria.or.id).

Fortunately, I was also the committee of this event as a receptionist. I've become the committee of Seminar like this in Lampung (Well actually, I'm a PATRIA Lampung's member. But I moved to Medan, and also join here now), but it's my 1st time join the PATRIA Sumut's event, in cooperation with their members. Yess, I'm a part of them now.
There's something different between PATRIA Lampung and Sumut. Of course, here in Medan, the members are too many, and most of them are workers! But in Lampung, just a few, and many students are the members. So contrast, right! In Medan, everything is more organized and more formal.

I'm willing to join this event, although this week I have the block exams. Huaahh!
Because, I always adore the great motivators like them. It seems a shame to miss an opportunity to met 2 great peoples like them. They are very very amazing! They can speak fluently and their topics are not boring like my lecturers spoke in front of the class :). I like the way they deliver the topics. They are also very charismatic, and I was dazzled at them!
Remember that their age was much older than me, so I want to keep my respect, I can only admire them from afar. (Hhahaa, om-om loh!)

The 2 charismatic persons:

Mr. Steve Sudjatmiko and Mr. Tommy Siawira

Something like usual, motivators are always preach to us about success, how it could be. But a good lesson that I learned from them is,

"Cleverness is not enough to get a success!"

Yah I agree that!
A lot of smart peoples in this world, but not all of them are successful.
--->>> So, wants to be what the kind of person are you?

PS: Thanks to DPD PATRIA Sumut and DPC PATRIA Medan, who trusted me to follow this special event! Thanks, thanks, and THANKS!

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Inter-faculty Tournament 2011

Pekan olahraga antar-fakultas USU bakal dimulai besok, 19-26 Februari 2011.

So, udah sejauh mana persiapan lo?
Kebetulan gue sebagai perwakilan FKG buat cabor tennis lapangan (nah sombuoong). Pemain laennya dari FKG: Yohannes '10 ama Bang Wanda '09. Dan jujur gue gak siap apa-apa!

Opening nya mulai jam 8 pagi. Tapi karena gue ada praktikum Biokimia sampe jam 9, kemungkinan gue gak bisa ikut deville nya. Huahhh, padahal gue pengen banget ikutan itu, kangen-kangenan ama atlet-atlet yg laen di IMT-GT kemaren.
Technical meeting kemaren juga gue gak bisa ikutan, karena praktikum Histologi. Bagus! Padahal harusnya semua panitia pertandingan ikut TM ini, dan harus hadir waktu Opening Ceremony besok. Lagi, gara-gara praktikum sial! Gak semua pemain jadi panitia pertandingan, ini kebetulan aja gue di FKG sebagai pemain merangkap official juga. Ihh yg gue sebelnya, kenapa sih harus ada praktikum segala di waktu-waktu begini? Rese banget kan!

Mana surat dispensasi gak keluar-keluar juga dari bag.pendidikan fakultas. Padahal gue udah ngasih daftar nama-nama pemain nya dari bulan kemaren. Tapi adaaa aja yg di ribetin ama mereka-mereka. Yah minta skema pertandingan lah, gampang lah katanya, ntar-ntar aja lah. Ntah apasih maunya!
Huh, tapi ya udah lah ya, daripada gue keki ngomongin praktikum dan segala urusan akademis repot itu. Cukup tau aja deh.

Yaiyy, baju baru!

Jadi, udah sejauh mana persiapan lo buat menghadapi fakultas-fakultas laennya itu?
Yah kayak yg gue bilang tadi, gue gak siap apa-apa! Beneran, selama ini ya latian gitu-gitu aja, agaknya gak ada kemajuan. Masih banyak yg harus dibenahin dari cara maen gue. Mungkin optimis adalah kata-kata terbaik untuk saat ini.

Tapi, gue berpikir ulang. Optimis? Yakin lo, Dress?
Mungkin bisa aja, gue tau siapa yg bakal gue hadapi ntar. Yaa, walaupun lawan gue senior-senior semua, 2009 keatas. Tapi kalo gue bisa menilai, gue yakin kita semua ber-imbang kok.

Masalah utamanya adalah MENTAL!
Ya, ini nih. Mental itu lah yg paling penting buat seorang atlet.
Sedangkan mentalitas gue sering down waktu pertandingan gini. Kadang gue ngerasa atmosfer pertandingan itu beda banget sama atmosfer pas latian. Gak tau ya beda aja!
Sekedar ramalan: jadi kalo gue gagal besok, gue tau apa yg harus gue benahin, MENTAL!

Seenggaknya, gue bakal usahain yg terbaik. Maen enjoy dan nunjukkin permainan terbaik gue. Hmmph, wish me luck, guys!

PS: Pertandingan antar fakultas ini bersamaan waktunya dgn ujian blok gue. Gimana gue gak stress, sementara di blok ini banyak banget materi nya!
Okee, kayak yg pernah gue bilang "Walaupun gue pernah gagal jadi atlet, seenggaknya gue gak boleh gagal lagi jadi dokter gigi.". Mungkin dulu gue punya obsesi menang di suatu pertandingan tenis, tapi sekarang obsesi gue adalah hasil terbaik di akademis kedokteran gigi. Amiiin!