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I do not want to keep this always in the bridle. Mom, Dad. please understand me, I'm tired of this canal. I'm no longer a child who should always be your everything. I like this because you are. I want we used to be rich. when our families used to be rich? I always wanted that. I hate you. I love you. you know you're lonely? I need you in when I dropped this? what ever you feel how it felt empty? no one understands our feelings? I follow all your wishes but what ever you think about the feeling I?